asperges me hyssopo, et mundabor, lavabis me, et super nivem dealbabor, actuellement 31, but you must reflect that I am 40, further, every 10 years, at 20, again at 30, such agony of different sorts possessed me that not content with rambling and reading I did most emphatically attempt to end it all, and should have been often thankful, if by stepping on one flagstone rather than another I could have been annihilated where I stood,